Janice Crossan

There is not a day that goes by without thinking of you mum, I long to have a cuddle, they made me feel so safe and secure. I wish I saw you the night before you passed, just to sit there and have a chat and for you to have a feel of Daniel kicking inside me.
There has been so much that has happened since you passed, you know have two grandchildren, in which Isla has taken your name as her middle name and I couldn't think of a more perfect middle name for her.
I know you watch over them, Daniel had told me that Nanna Janice sings him lullaby's when he goes to bed.
I just wish that I could have 5 minutes with you, just to make sure that you are ok, and that you are not on your own. I hope that Nanna and Grandad are with you as well as other members of the family and all our dogs too. I also hope that Lyla is with you, I know you will keep her safe and warm.
I feel cheated that you were taken from us, it was at time when I needed my mum and best friend the most. I hope you are proud of how Daniel and Isla have turned out, and I hope that you think I have done a good job of raising them, which I learnt from how Mark and I were raised. I hope one day that I will get a sign that you are at peace. I know your last hours here were hard and painful for you, and I hope that you didn't feel any of it.
I speak to you everynight and tell you that I love you and ask that you watch over Daniel and Isla and keep them safe, and to wake me if they need me. I know that you will keep them from harms way and watch over them always.
People always talk about how you were and I have never wanted you to be a taboo subject, I love talking about you. Mark and I have a right old laugh at the daft things you used to say, I wish I could hear them daft things again.
Rest In Peace Mum, love you always and miss you forever, your loveing Daughter Donna x x x